As simple as I keep this account (no frilly HTML or fluff), I had almost a rash moment to delete my account.

I may be dormant for long periods and then explode for hours... but I pay heed to nothing but my own creations for the most part.

After spending years here, on and off... I have met, retained or lost good virtual friends.

The psychology of this place sometimes really messes with my head, but that may be only a self actualized feeling.

Despite the new fee's and lack of "print" account features, even after paying for the "pro" features years back... I am staying...

Although... dormant I may lie.

School is back in session so I must pay heed to it... otherwise I will loose my ability to gain Financial Aid back and better my future.

Much love to all

Dan

Where do I stand firm if I stand not here?

How can peace be brought when we are tied in a knot?

Oh tell me what lives when we have forgot

That we are all one

Now here in this mess that we have solely wrought.

Dan Chevalier

Without darkness there would be no light and without light there would be no way to define darkness.
Dan Chevalier


I think this is original? Tell me otherwise. I thought these words mine... the thoughts probably have been pondered...

I wanted to say something profound... and sometimes it comes out of my brain other times it does not.

I want to be able to gracefully design my journal but time
does not
allow me to. Or is it perseverance.

But alas... I have only normal things going on.

Graphic Design Associates Degree in the process.
Relationship crap.
Time.
Computer problems.
Always something that has to be done.
Going to work to early in the morning when the night time is when I create the best and am tired or stay up and feel like crap the next day.
Control or lack there of.
So
Everything else seems to fall into place whether it is one side of the wall or the other. Eventually.

Maybe I will share some Design Fundamentals projects... maybe I will not. Depends on time and energy.

So. Nothing profound to say.

Much care to all.
Dan

Well... I am about to hit 5000 hits and I have not done much with this site.

I feel a whirlwind about to emerge.

If there are those even still wondering... "where is he and what is he doing...?"

Voice your concerns for in a week I will be back full force.

My business here is taking a push to roll the stone across low ground. I grunt and bear many difficult situations. I yell within myself of frustrations and wonder when it ("it" can be defined in many ways) is going to happen - all while I tread uphill or choose to push bolder rock (the ambitious goals that load me) to the next groove I have dug in the ground to hold it. I have no help but my own. I get help, but only know there are more grooves when I get such said help. ((SCREAM)).

So there you have it, abstract and unknown to you.

I go off to start the race to my goals. They never end... but to find a happy moment would be a pleasure to hear from those who still read me.